Archive for December, 2014

The Doctor

I did not have more luck with other co-workers, at the gym, or with the neighbors of my house that had more confidence. No one seemed to have seen him. On the other hand, I didn’t make more than cross me with him. Without be able to address you, without getting to talk to him. The man was elusive. Almost evanescent. A new concern began to occupy the site until then filled the senselessness of the persecution he suffered.

And if all this wasn’t more than a figment of my imagination? And if I was going majareta? No impossible. I am a balanced, sensible, sound, individual without any tare. Even so, who knows? Someday could be the first to start with rare symptoms like these. I went to a psychiatrist. I looked for it in the phone book. I chose to which occupied more characters in the Guide: it will be the best, I said to myself, do not lose anything with test. That he has never talked to him or commented the doctor, after hearing my story. Effectively.

And says that he laughs at you so seems replied, without committing myself. You can not be more than a mere coincidence said the psychiatrist, as wanting to relativise the issue. Do you think? It is no coincidence. The guy is causing me. And why did turn you to me and not to the police? I kept quiet. Confusing. It was not very clear, actually, why was there nor what were my concrete feelings toward the intruder who had broken into my life. Wouldn’t know what to tell the police was right to answer at the end. Tell you the same as me. The composure of the doctor was hateful. Their linear responses. His lack of imagination, of human warmth or what do I missed missing know. After a monotonous session that I did not do more than repeat several times my story, I was in to see him after a week, although I was very unsure of wanting to do it again.

Ritual Baths

For them our ritual battles in which we took everything within us as attachment to eject and live in harmony, even with our fellow man that tore our bread from our table or we remove a brother from our house to disappear. They do not understand. If we are two worlds and yet we accept it with things that we are aberrations that are irrelevant to our visions and our way of life for millennia. Despite the mockery that make us our brothers that patients with fever West believe the truth, but tell him the truth he has done with their knowledge and Western religions, if not destroy the world in which we live. Before you could walk through the forests of the plains and get lost in it, playing with all beings that inhabit it, take the clear water that flows into it, savoring the sweet colorless odorless dish that my lips were. Now for the action of the same runes that degraded by the doctrines of Western man have awakened in the all ills, like greed, usury, and many more who have disfigured and I can not find if it is the rune of the people of my nations or whether they are beings of the most horrible horrible nightmares that would create a film director.

It was late in the hills and all of us with our dismayed faces ignominy could not heal the white man against our heritage, that we receive from our parents, grandparents and ancestors. Now I walk along paths covered with mineral dust scattered over what was once large fields with crops of all kinds. I remember as a kid I mamacona sat with my mother to eat their precious hands soft corns with freshly ground pepper in the churn. He played in their ditches with my brothers Yanas, like we were on an equal footing, regardless of whether I was a child and they planted the sons of my land. As Lazarus not forget the faithful charger Mamacona My Mother used to stay in the Indian markets to help his family after being banished from our village.

And it hurts me soul tears for their responsibility in a time of oblivion and my mischief by venture to learn more no one to guide me. I went there I recognized very tender the mission was for me before my people, that hurt me in the soul the misery that we imposed the Caras, Mistis Westerners. And it still hurts me is my people, but some do not want to admit it, because on my back by the legacy of all that history that forged at the beginning of those great nations that settled and that I look at these my eyes looking at the heights where my ancestors walked his feet. Tupac Yupanqui Isaac II Juan Esteban Villalobos

The Couple

They were there well in front of me, seated next to a table of the square of feeding in the garden of that hospital-maternity. Young, pretty Casalzinho, visibly pregnant it, with pretty barriguinha already of one eight months, feet a little swelled, face slightly spotted and entumecidos lips, things of pregnancy. Both had appearance of people of middle class. They did not eat nor drank nothing. On the small table it was a great white envelope with timbre of some medical laboratory, certainly I contend examinations.

The two argued in voice low but heatedly and it, very exaltada, at time in when she put ahead of the face of it a finger in laughed as she threatened if it, almost leaning in the nose, from which it moved away and deviated the face. They were very angry. An employee of the hospital if approaches with a paper and the delivery it, little looks at who it with airs of case she inside puts and it of the white envelope. It not of to the fact the no attention, the employee goes even so and the quarrel recommences, in voice always low but giving to perceive that the climate enters the two were pssimo. It smoked and played smoke pra all side, little if sandpapering for the delicate state of the woman. At no moment it looked at for the face of it, what it gave to perceive itself that annoyed it very to the fact, therefore constantly tried to find the look of it and she almost leaned its face in the face of it so that he faced it, but it immediately turned over for the other side. I perceived air of disdain of youngster in rare moments where it raised the sight, when it looked at of soslaio for the woman and sketched a sarcastic smile, and I also perceived the raging skill with that it looked at also it.